"life happens"

Well I just got into shanghai last night with erica
mann
to say it was long would be more than an understatement.

its crazy to think how much has changed since I was last here
Not in shangha, but with the different things that have happened in my own life.
I knew that I would grow in my first year of college but i didnt think it was going to be like this.

Time is such a funny thing to me.
Its something i dread
that exites me
saddens me
makes me anxious
and sometimes all at the same time.

LIfe seems so short when you already think you know who is going to be in you life.

its very possible that when i go back and read this another day i will bet on the fact that i was on crack when i wrote this just because my toughts are EVERYWHERE but honestly thats my mind/life right now.

well i just sat down to write this huge blog but i just changed my mind
i think ill shower and hit the town
till tom

xoxox